i dont know what i feel right now

I REALLY MISS THIS MOMENTS

i ran when you saw me :D

asrama haji :')

haha it was embarrassing x)

also others that show me how fabulous you were in my life. i dont know why recently i always check your social networks although it's not updated. i really miss you, Astroboy, even youre not. i always pray before i sleep that i wish i could meet you in my beautiful dreams even God doesn't permit us in a real life. why it happens so fast. i remember a year ago, when i met you at first time, i start to adore you, i don't know why it happens. we just knew each other, not more. we had been at the same place for 3 years, but luckily i knew you at the last year. and time went by, now i miss that moment SO MUCH, i miss when we used to meet every monday wednesday and friday, i miss when we went to a mosque for praying ashar and maghrib, i miss when we were at cak sandy with my classmates when you were in the corner and i was in the middle, i miss when you were at my class to meet your classmate *not me*, i miss when we were at the same class to do the try out, i miss when we talked on the narrow corridor, i miss when we were at asrama haji and you got 2 tickets, i miss when i got your flashdisk from my friend and i returned back to you when noone in the class, i miss when we were smile each other and it was known by your classmates and it was became a hot topic in my class, i miss when i was always shy to meet with you, i miss when my heart beats too fast everytime i met you, i really miss all moments that we were still at the senior high school. yeah it was a year ago and until now i haven't told you what's inside my heart yet. i dont regret it because i know that you knew about it, and i was very happy to know your response. thanks for being a nice memories in my life, thanks for being my indirect support when no one couldnt do it, thanks for your kindness, thanks for messages that you used to send to reply my messages, thanks for your time that you used to spend with me, thanks for everything, and also thanks for making my wonderful and colorful day. thanks astroboy ♥ i hope you'll have your wonderful day with a lucky girl beside you, see yaaa ☺

"you are the only exception - paramore"